Well, Monday is almost over but I still wanted to get a post in over here. I know my blogging has been very spotty. Just a lot going on lately. Still processing quite a bit of it. Most of it concerns J’s school choices, it’s not all bad but very different from what I thought this year might be…a post of itself eventually. Essentially, we’re looking into him not finishing his senior year and simply taking the high school equivalency test.
Didn’t want to miss a second week of joining in with Sandra over at Diary Of A Stay At Home Mom for the weekly link up. Hoping to catch up with everyone tomorrow.
The Weather 
We had a fall preview over the weekend (and rain!!) with temperatures cool enough to have the air off and the attic fan running. It was even dare I say cold on Sunday morning. However, it’s back to the a/c and high 80’s for the rest of this week. One last hoorah for summer weather.
As I Look Outside My Window
Dark now but this was one morning last week. It turns out praying mantis are predators of the hummingbird so this fellow was swiftly relocated elsewhere. 
Right Now I Am
Working on this post, thinking it feels like midnight though it’s only 8:30.
Thinking And Pondering
How different this fall will look from the image I had in my head. The battle of what’s best for my son vs. the grief of missing all the lasts of the senior year from a parent perspective. Also, wondering what I hit my hand on earlier, I vaguely recall bumping it on something while running errands but it has a bump and is a bit sore so I must have hit it harder than I remember.
How I Am Feeling
A bit sad and uncertain about things. Gee, I’m a pocket of happiness tonight. SIGH. That said I think sometimes I tend to only post when it’s all happy and this is real life right now.
On The Breakfast Plate 
A crappy grocery store donut and a Starbucks caramel macchiato (not ready for pumpkin spice quite yet). Did take my vitamins though.
On The Lunch Plate
Ham sandwich, chips, and another crappy grocery store donut, this one had no sprinkles and was some sort of spice flavor so a bit better.
On The Dinner Plate
The rest of them had roast and potatoes, I had a flip yogurt. Just wasn’t super hungry.
What I’m Wearing Today
Started out with the band tee-shirt from J’s freshman year and olive green capris, switched into jeans (it was chilly this morning!), then switched into a striped shirt (got the tee-shirt dirty while working in the garden) with the jeans.
On The Reading Pile
Right now I’m reading a Danielle Steel novel that I’m struggling to get through called Suspects. I just finished a book called No One Is Talking About This by Patricia Lockwood that was an interesting satirical view of the Internet meshed with her real life experience of grieving a loss. It’s pretty choppy between the first and second parts but also quite poignant.
On My TV 
How about them Chiefs!!!? I did watch the new Thor last week, it was okay. And because I came across a few references to it but had never seen it, I watched Sliding Doors over the weekend as well. Enjoyed that more than Thor.
On The Menu
Thankfully, no more donuts. They just weren’t that great.
MONDAY: Roast in the crockpot *J had a baritone lesson at 6:30*
TUESDAY: Korean meatballs and rice (one of my I don’t need to think meals, frozen meatballs, jar of sauce, crockpot, add rice, and then green onions for color. Bonus: everyone likes it)
WEDNESDAY: Maybe chicken strips?
THURSDAY: Tacos
FRIDAY: I work either all day or 1-3:45. OUT
Looking Around The House
We can say it’s either a disaster or looking very lived in…G is building a computer on the kitchen table, the couch is covered with a couple boxes plus a blanket from the cold morning, shoes on floor, bathrooms need cleaned.
On My To Do List 
- Grocery Store *DONE*
- Pay bills *DONE*
- Talk to J about things *DONE*
- Plant cabbage, carrots, and broccoli starts in garden *mostly DONE*
- Laundry *2 loads to go until DONE*
- Return to grocery store because they forgot to give me my gas discount *DONE*
- Go to different store for potting soil and bird seed *DONE*
- Clean the house
- Clean out pantry (can’t do this until G finishes his computer project)
- More yardwork
From The Camera
Just a few from around the yard today. Time to transition from summer flowers to fall flowers as well as bring some plants back inside. 


Quote For The Week 
Trust in the Lord with all your heart, And lean not on your own understanding. (Proverbs 3:5)